I am the soil of the earth
i am irrelevant
just a fucking pit where not a single thing will grow.
an entire universe in the flesh of a rotting corpse
yet i'm more barren than this wasteland that is hell
bottom's up till' there's nothing left!
empty threats
bottled up regrets
washed down with a pill until i feel nothing
are you happy now?
i hope you're happy now.
am i happy now?
i know i'm fucking not.
let's cheer our glasses to this.
let's celebrate the end.
i'll close my eyes and fade out.
i'll die a cunt.
and i'll be happy when i'm blacked out in a ditch.
stale beers and sweat stains, lines of coke, my only friends.
my eyes are bloodshot waking up like this again.
regret and nothingness will be my only friends.